Archive for April, 2008

Philosophy Group, April 26th

April 26, 2008

Today our Philosophy group was lucky enough to have Professor Makarand Paranjape come to our discussion and present the second portion of his paper on the late Professor Ramchandra Gandhi. What follows are my notes from the discussion which may only be discernable to me…

Civilization→ cosmic mythology and theology

Self confidence combined with Self Consciousness is the Truth of India

Political importance of “I am Thou”

Civilizational importance of modern India

Custodian of these values

Ramuji’s belief in Hindi…non Hindi speakers can adopt it. His mother spoke Tamil, Father spoke Gujurati but he was a Hindi speaker. This language could be the glue of India…if you marry someone from a different part you can choose to speak English or Hindi but Hindi was what he believed in…

Sanatana Dharma is different from institutional Hinduism

No monopoly over Truth and tradition…Hinayana and Mahayana for every tradition (discussion of Marxism)

There are different images of the Self and one is not more valid or true

Sanatana – that which is perennial

Makarand wrote a paper on Sanatani, co-Sanatani (Buddhism, Jainism, Sikhism) non-sanatani (nihilism)

I am Thou as an image of yourself…

Modern life is absent of dharma and moksha and the world is entrenched in kama and artha

I am Thou is an artifact…there are awards for boook production in the United States

Sita’s Kitchen is an anti-nihilist argument. Sita is born from the Earth and this is very important…Earth Goddess, eco-feminism, aboriginality in advaita

Ananaya is non-other, no other

Compassion and nonviolence is the only was to save ourselves from self destruction

Reincarnation believers in the world unite because having the belief they will come back they are custodians of the earth, protects it…

Here and now hedonism and nihilist idea that life is purposeless and meaningless, we must fight against that

SK is a symbol of ecological wisdom, after partition more books have been written about the babri masjid more than anything else

Muniya’s Light
Muniya is ananya, the truth of advaita…

Believing “I am only this body” or “I am not this body at all” are a gross misunderstanding of who we are. We are not identical with our bodies but our bodies are deeply involved with us as trustees of the light of self awareness. Our bodies are custodians of the limitless by the limited.

Secularist and religious intolerance…Ramuji responding too a post 9/11 threat and his book is obviously autobiographical in nature

The truth of nondualism pushes us to translate advaitic belief into action…takes a position against feticide

Girl child represents the truth of India

I am Atman, beyond gender but Ramuji does the opposite by saying girl-child truest form of Atman

Finding ourselves and truth in giving and sharing

Many selves but no other

Sambodhana vhibakti, conversation presents war

Flowing sindhutva…closed Hindutva

We must save India from nihilist, numericalist (quantifying human worth), anthropocentric (human centric)

True test of love in nonpossession→ nonviolence…usually love is consummation

Creative artist has to lose herself in what she creates

Never ending journey is sanatana

Always betrothed to the divine but world cannot accept this illicit love as was the gopis

Tyeb Mehta shows the agony of our times…two outer panels are dualism and the inner is advaita

Art is therapeutic

Svaraj according to Makarand is a parallel text…what a lucky painting!

Ganesh on a mouse…surrealism is magic

Departure from harmony reinforces harmony, absence of advaita cannot exist for advaitin, advaita is not the property of human beings

The holocaust is deeply distorted and deeply camouflaged advaita

Apparent otherness demands us to seek deeper into the truth of Atman

Ramuji could see so much symbolism in everything

Makarand believes that Ramuji had a way of imposing an authoritative advaita on everything…totality, no otherness (only Ramana)…RG’s critical analysis is violent imposing of advaita, the other has to be given space…his method is too totalizing

RG only reflected on things worthy of his attention. He chooses Shantiniketan Triptych because as a heroic Vedantic it presents a much more difficult challenge than MF Hussain, it is a worth opponent…he tries to find advaita in the most difficult opponents

As Tyeb Mehta dies of cancer his wife is reading him “I am Thou”

Struggle is beautiful, don’t minimize the struggle

By the end of his life he did achieve a transcendence and was beyond the craving and aversion…colored by nondualism

The majority of RG’s life was a struggle.

Humanize, don’t deify! If you deify than we have no chance to become that…puts a cap on our inner growth

Ramana Maharshi rejected a girl that wanted to marry him in a harsh way and she burned herself to death

The journey is about our selves ignoring his faults won’t help us

Go and speak and see where the spirit takes you…believer in the oral tradition

Vedantic Buddhism, nonanthropocentric shunyata

BKS Iyengar in Delhi…

April 24, 2008

I finally had the opportunity to hear BKS Iyengar speak! At the age of 90 he looks amazing and still does about four hours of yoga a day and one hour of pranayama in addition to three hours of writing (daily)! And he says he is still learning! He serves as an inspiration to all of us. What impressed me most about him is how everything Guruji learned was from what he experienced in his sadhana. He came to Delhi to inaguarate the opening of Delhi’s first Iyengar studio. The studio is started by a woman that was deathly ill and cured/healed herself through Iyengar’s yogic methods. Iyengar spoke on the topic “Why Yoga” and drew heavily from Patanjali’s yoga sutras. At the end I was one of three people that got to ask him a question. I asked him to speak to the “commercialization” of yoga in the West. He felt that Westerners were very dedicated students and said it is necessary to make a distinction between unethical practice of yoga (being a teacher only in it for money and not paying close attention to your students and what they are doing in yoru class etc.). He also said that yoga is “God’s Gift” and there was no way he could patent it. Yoga is about helping humanity and health cannot be sold in the supermarket. When he was in Britain in the 1950s he was called a slave (India had only recently gained Independance) but now he rules over them in Yoga. Teachers must have a love of the subject, be honest and have an ethical disposition. Unethical practice is a danger to yoga. Well, what follows are my notes from his talk…I feel like I have to revisit the yogasutras of Patanjali after his talk. I haven’t studies them for a few years. Sooo much to learn, life is so exciting!

Union of individual soul with universal soul. Yoga begins from the core of the being. Today’s modern world of stress, strain and speed. What senses can perceive…
External parts physical, psychological, spiritual, asana and pranayama
Today value for yoga starts from asana and pranayama…
Where a person builds up his character
Discussion of yamas and niyamas…ethical discipline is key
We have broken physically, intellectecually, mentally violent within ourselves
Yama is the law of death and if we go against yama we murder our own selves
Niyama, other aspects…we clean outside but asana cleans us inside.
Where there is breath there is minds…develop awareness through prana. We practice yoga so afflictions that afflict us do not affect us at all.
We are all emotional beings…need to bring imagination into factual life…
Behavioral patterns of body, mind and intellect
We suffer when our mind is weak. When we have stable mind we have matured intelligence.
Pranayama is crucial and it involves inhalation, exhalation and retention.
Cellular system…cleans the body through various asanas.
Pranayama is the hub of yoga.
Reaching stayra through many paths and I (Iyengar) chose asana.
I (Iyengar) is a moral practitioner…Dynamic force has to move from birth to death…Attentive awareness is crucial!

On Tibet…

April 24, 2008

A friend of mine in Delhi has come up with a term, “social mindfulness.” This very political, deeply spiritual athiest friend is trying to articulate a belief system based on Buddhist philosophy to challenge the conservative right in the United States. I’ll keep you posted…

What follows are some email exchanges I’ve had with my friend that lives in China and an email written by a friend of a friend that lives there as well regardging (mostly) the Tibet situation.

Dada (Sister),
This perspective from your student is great and thanks for sharing!
I would say that my experience in China has provided me with a similar perspective.
My only concern when living in China is that although the majority of 1.3 billion people may support their government and believe this side of the story, people are not taught (or allowed) to think freely about sociopolitical ideas or spirtuality/religion.  So how can we expect critical thinking and self reflection from this kind of system?  That is the danger, in my opinion, that a society is so inclined to tunnel vision, so patriotic, and not inclined to question itself, its ethos, its ego, its government and its ideology.  The fact that the young generation so commonly fits this mold, as your former student described, is even more concerning to me.
Today I keep a Kosher diet and am pretty much a vegetarian.  As a senior in high school, my favorite lunch sandwich was bacon, chicken and cheese. This is not Kosher for two reasons: pork and meat/milk combination.  The summer after I graduated high school, I received two books from a very religious Jewish man.  Both books were about questions.  One was on why one should believe that there is G-d.  The other was on why one should believe that G-d gave the Jewish people the Torah.  The first book was more convincing, and the second book was good too, although I am not totally convinced (don’t personally think it matters) that G-d physically handed the Jewish people the Torah, or if this is a more allegoric story.  Nonetheless, my entire life changed after high school because I was disposed to ask questions and hear what the answers were.
Even my most open and “free-thinking” Chinese friends have difficulties questioning their sociopolitical views and internal compass (although they have no problem questioning economics, which generates great dialogue in China), and so many people I know in China are so sure about how the world works and what is “good” and “bad”.
I suppose most of the US fits into the same boat.  But at least there is an important segment of our society, even if it sits largely in academia, which is constantly pushing the envelope of society, and has a mandate to do so, even if it is an indirect mandate towards teaching and learning that only indirectly results in questioning the status quo.
So, yes, there is another very valid perspective from China.  But without space in China for thinking and reflection about sociopolitical ideas and religion/spirituality, I remain concerned about how such an enormous Chinese culture and society will relate to the world, especially as it becomes so much more economically (and militarily) influential.
Thanks also for the article on Confucian Humanism.
On one hand, I see this with great hope, as the wherewithal for guarding against hyper-capitalistic individualism that seems to grow in dominance in China with each day in a one-child dominated society that seeks its “rightful” position in the world, after having been cut off from its ancestral roots by thirty years of Maoism.  In many ways, with the Buddhist (or Daoist even less) connection largely ruptured by the Communist/Maoist experience, perhaps it is Confucianism that managed to slip through the cracks and can provide the historic continuity towards self and societal improvement.
On the other hand, my understanding of Confucism is as a philosophy and system that stratifies society and provides pre-defined roles for people out of which it is very difficult to rise.  While Confucian Humanism may focus on the more egalitarian or humanistic elements of Confucianism, a lot of Confucian philosophy and ideas, from my understanding, may not fit this mold.
Anyway, these are just my thoughts on some very difficult issues…
Abraços,
Subject: Fwd: the other side of the story
thought you might find this interesting.
—– Original Message —–
A former student of mine has been living and studying in China for nearly a year now on a junior year abroad from college.  In a recent group email she sent out she addressed the issue of China,  the Olympic torch and the Tibet protests.  I found the perspective from an American living in China very eye opening, especially after we have talked about trying to understand both sides.  I thought you might enjoy reading Ashley’s insights into the Chinese people’s psyche.  I wrote back to her and asked if it was okay to share this.  She replied with some updates that are also included here.
—– Original Message —–
Everyone is asking me about what’s going on with China in terms of the Olympic torch and Tibet protests so I guess I’ll give you a little bit about what I think has been going on here. Basically, the Chinese government is spewing all kinds of propaganda about the whole thing. If you don’t believe me just go to the China Daily website. The editorials are especially incendiary. For a while it was hard to get a hold of western articles because China was blocking all the major western news sites and youtube. We all used proxies to get around the block sites. With the western outcry over the Olympics, China has been forced to unblock a lot of sites including youtube and wikipedia (which has always been blocked). Some of you looked at my pictures when I was home over Christmas break. Remember the Tibetan village I lived in for a few days? Or the city where the Hui (the Muslim minority), Han and Tibetans all lived together? That was in Gansu Province. The city I was talking about was Xiahe, site of Labrang Monastery. When the protests first started spreading throughout Tibetan provinces in China the monastery and city were in chaos. Foreign reporters were ordered to stay in their hotel rooms and eventually escorted out. Everything seems to be opening up now, but I’m sure a return visit would find things looking very different.
Everyone in the U.S. seems to think that Beijing is all aflutter with protests. It’s not. Most people in China believe that Tibet is a part of mainland China and that the Dalai Llama is more or less a terrorist trying to break up Chinese unity. They’re angry with the west for reacting the way it has. At the beginning of the riots, western media pretty much only focused on the plight of the Tibetan people. The Chinese were extremely upset that the west sympathized with the Tibetans causing the riots instead of the Han Chinese who were killed or who’s livelihoods were destroyed. Most Han Chinese in Tibet are migrant workers who are barely making a l iving and most Chinese believe that sending them is helping a poor province develop economically. A lot of Han Chinese go to Tibet to work or volunteer in the same way that we might think of spending a summer working in a poor part of Appalachia. It’s something different, it’s lacks modern convenience, you feel like you’re helping to develop of part of the country that is struggling and there’s a sense of adventure in going.
This is even true of college students. Yes, Peking University is known as the University where many historical movements began, but the movement right now is pretty much in support of the Chinese government. You will see students get heated about the issue. But mostly it’s out of anger towards the West. They aren’t angry with the Chinese government, they’re angry with the rest of the world. They don’t understand why the West has to demonize China. They also don’t understand why all of this has to overshadow the Olympics. Having the Olympics is such a point of pride with the Chinese people. They have an intense sense of patriotism and they want the rest of the world to see how much they have developed. Beijing 2008 is EVERYWHERE you look. All my students this summer could draw the little cartoon mascots and knew their names. Yes, that’s partially due to the advertisement (read: propaganda) concerning it… but it really is something they know will influence the world view of China. Most Chinese feel like development in their country is no longer something to ashamed of. They can be proud and stand next to the superpowers in the world. They are offended by western attacks and want to prove them wrong. Imagine one day someone told you that Hawaii didn’t want to be a part of the United States. That there had actually secretly been a movement going on for decades and finally violence had broken out. It would challenge everything you had known to be true about the United States for your entire life. You would be pissed that Hawaii suddenly wanted independence and you would support the government’s desire to keep the nation together. Now imagine the rest of the world was supporting Hawaii and its exiled leader. Then people began protesting the one event your country has been banking on to help it show the world how far it’s come in the last 20 years. It’s entirely understandable given the circumstances/perspective. There’s actually a good article on this in the NY Times.
http://www.nytimes.com/2008/04/13/opinion/13forney.html?ex=1208750400&en=bee 09e70da30f998&ei=5070&emc=eta1
It talks about today’s youth and how they are actually one of the more patriotic segments of society. They are just as passionate and opinionated as the students of past generations… their opinions just happen to fall in line with the government. In the states we tend to associate youth movements with opposition movements that challenge the status quo. That is definitely not true at this time in China. I overheard one conversation at a cafe near Beida between an American student and his Chinese tutor. She was telling him that the Dalai Llama is a bad man. He asked her why she thought that and she simply said because she knew it was true. He reminded her that she had told him she quit teaching because she was told to teach things she didn’t believe in. He asked why she thought this was any different. And she said they didn’t have anything to do with each other. She simply knew the Dalai Llama is a bad man because it is the truth. Those of us raised in America have been taught since birth that our system is the best system in the world. So that’s what we believe. Chinese students are raised to believe that the concept of mainland China is the ONLY concept of China. Taiwan is part of China and Tibet is part of China with no exceptions. It’s hard to challenge someones fundament al beliefs about their own country. Anyway, that’s my perspective on what’s happening here.
*****RESPONSE TO ANOTHER STUDENT*****
Thank you! I feel like it’s something everyone needs to understand. There is another side to the story! I’m not saying you should agree with it, but you can’t just ignore it! Pretending 1.3 billion people don’t have an opinion is a pretty stupid diplomatic (not to mention public relations) move.
The backlash here is getting worse. This weekend protests happened outside the French embassy and Chinese people have started to boycott Carrefour (the French grocery store that is popular here). Of course, the Chinese police are doing little to stop THESE protests because they are pro-China. I was in Shanghai this weekend and my friend’s host brother went out to dinner with us. He loves the West and wants to move to America after he graduates. Out of nowhere he said “Oh, did you guys here that we all hate French people now? Yeah, we’re aren’t shopping at Carrefour anymore because of the Torch relay.” There have been protests happening outside of the stores for the past few days. I guess it got pretty intense this weekend in Beijing and a few of the stores shut down. Apparently some people came out to remind the protesters that even though it’s a French store, Chinese people wold lose jobs if they actually shut down. They’ve now opened back up. Cab drivers want to know if you’re French (the correct answer is no, by the way) before they take you somewhere. It’ll be interesting to see how it plays out.
Of course you can share it with your students. You can share it with the whole class if you like! They can even send me questions if they want. Co ming from a western perspective and only hearing other western opinions makes it hard to really understand what’s going on on the other side. I’m in the perfect situation because I’m living in China and seeing everything first hand, but I’ve also come into it with a western perspective. There’s a lot of misunderstanding on both sides of the issue and if the West keeps up all the name calling they are NOT going to find the Chinese very receptive in August. Somehow the West condemns China and its government but forgets that there are over a billion people living here that for the most part support the government (at least on this issue). The west is alienating the Chinese people more than it’s causing any change in the government’s treatment of Tibet. China will never let go of Tibet because of the loss of face to its own people. The more the Chinese people feel like the west is out to get them the more they will support China holding on to Tibet. They feel like they are being treated unfairly. That that Olympics shouldn’t be political. You should totally look up some articles on Tibet in the China Daily to share with your students. Sure, most of it sounds suspiciously like propaganda… but some of the articles really express the Chinese people’s anger and confusion over the sudden change of opinion on China. Putting out the flame of the Olympic torch may have been a powerful message to free Tibet groups… but over here it’s just an unwarranted attack on China from the west.
Anyway, I hope it helps your kids put things into perspective and deepen their understanding of the issue as a whole. Yeah, once I get back to NH I’ll probably miss being here… or at least miss being around other people that understand what it’s like to live in China. There’s this whole expat culture that I’ll miss too! We speak Chinglish and we make jokes about China and everyone gets it. Now I have to go back to the states and be around people that want me to explain China to them in 20 words or less. I’m NOT looking forward to it…

Lovely Poem

April 23, 2008

This morning my boss came to my classroom to give me this poem which I then shared with some of my amazing students :)

Rebellion against the North Side by Naomi Shihab Nye

 

There will be no monograms on our skulls.

You who are training your daughters to check for the words

“Calvin Klein” before they look to see if there are pockets.

 

You are giving them eyes that will find nothing solid in stones.

No comfort in rough land, nameless sheep trails.

No answers from things which do not speak.

 

Since when do children sketch dreams with price tags attached?

Don’t tell me they were born this way.

We were all born like empty fields.

What we are now shows what has been planted.

 

Will you remind them there were people who hemmed their days with thick-spun wool

And wore them till they fell apart?

 

Think of darkness hugging the houses,

caring nothing for the material of our pajamas.

Think of the delicate mesh of neckbones

when you clasp the golden chains.

These words the world rains back and forth

are temporary as clouds.

Clouds? Tell your children to look up.

The sky is the only store worth shopping in

for anything as long as a life.

 

 

 

Philosophy Group – April 19th

April 19, 2008

Today our Philosophy Group met at Arpana’s Art Gallery in the Siri Fort Institutional Area. Professor Makarand Paranjape of JNU (http://www.makarand.com/) was gracious enough to present a paper he wrote about my dear mentor Ramuji. What follows are some of my notes from the discussion that ensued during the reading of his paper.

Arunachala is the holy hill representing nonseparation of ourselves from the absolute

Philosophy is a part of life not a discipline

Fitting in wasn’t about him (Ramuji)

Advaita = heterodoxy

To address them and be addressed by them is what it means to be a person…conscious of sharing a personal form of life with others

We are communicative beings…in the act we are one

Advaita is communication…dvaita you think there are two but the communication makes us one

Being human means to communicate

Secularized advaita, socially engaged

He put the material world into advaite

Brahmacarya was the way of the vast, not celibacy, more love, the vastness of brahmacarya

Advaita must be lived!

When you realize there is no ther then you have abhaya…when you know “I am thou” then you won’t fight

Gandhi…Aurobindo…Ramana Maharshi…

Life really is amazing and the universe most certainly does work in the most mysterious way. A former student sent me a speech one of her Professors gave and it introduced me to the ideas found in “Confucian Humanism” further supporting my allegiance to “I am/and Thou.” What follows in the relevant text from the speech:

“But the status quo in the United States is clearly unjust, and to the extent the status quo is defended by appeals to individualism, to just that extent do we need a broader view of what it is to be a human being.

One candidate for such a view, suitably modified for the contemporary world, is that of the classical Confucians, whose texts provide significant conceptual resources for forging new pathways to social justice and the alleviation of poverty. Here now is the other side of the mirror.

The texts gathered under the heading of “classical Confucianism” are by no means in full agreement on all points, and there are several tensions within each text itself; and many passages in those texts have an ambiguity about them that makes reading them an act of creation. They nevertheless present an overall coherent view of the good life for human beings, and the good society in which those lives may be led. This life is an altogether social one, and central to understanding it is to see that Confucian sociality has aesthetic, moral, and spiritual no less than political and economic dimensions, all of which are to be integrated.

None of the early texts address the question of the meaning of life, but they do put forward a vision of being human, and a discipline in which everyone can find meaning in life. This meaning will become increasingly apparent to us as we pursue our ultimate goal, namely, developing ourselves most fully as human beings to become junzi, “exemplary persons,” or, at the pinnacle of development, sheng, or sages. And for Confucians we can only do this through our interactions with other human beings. Treading this human path (ren dao) must be ultimately understood basically as a religious quest, even though the canon speaks not of God, nor of creation, salvation, an immortal soul, or a transcendental realm of being; and no prophecies will be found in its pages either. It is nevertheless a truly religious path, yet at the same time a humanistically oriented one; for Confucius, we are irreducibly social, as he makes clear in the Analects: “I cannot run with the birds and beasts. Am I not one among the people of their world? If not them, with whom can I associate?” (18:6)

Thus the Confucian self is not a free, autonomous individual, but is to be seen relationally: I am a son, husband, father, grandfather, teacher, student, friend, colleague, neighbor, and more. I live, rather than “play” these roles, and when all of them have been specified, and their interrelationships made manifest, then I have been fairly thoroughly individuated, but with nothing left over with which to piece together an autonomous individual self, free to conclude mutually advantageous contracts with other rational individuals. Rather, to put the case strongly, I am constituted by the roles I live in consonance with others. The free, autonomous, individual self is not a fact, but an ideological fiction underpinning the ethos of a capitalist economic system.

While this view may seem initially strange, it is actually straightforward: in order to be a friend, neighbor, or lover, for example, I must have a friend, neighbor, or lover. Other persons are not merely accidental or incidental to my goal of fully developing as a human being, they are essential to it; indeed they confer unique personhood on me, for to the extent that I define myself as a teacher, students are necessary to my life, not incidental to it. Note in this regard also, that, again, while Confucianism should be seen as fundamentally religious, there are no solitary monks or nuns, anchorites or anchoresses, or hermits to be found in the tradition.

Our first and most basic role, one that significantly defines us in part throughout our lives, is as children; familial reverence (xiao) is one of the highest excellences in Confucianism. From our beginning roles as children – and as siblings, playmates, and pupils – we mature to become parents ourselves, and assume many other roles and responsibilities as well, all of which are reciprocal relationships, best generalized as holding between benefactors and beneficiaries. Each of us moves regularly from benefactor to beneficiary and back again, depending on the other(s) with whom we are interacting, when, and under what conditions. When young, I was largely beneficiary of my parents; when they were aged and infirm, I became their benefactor, and the converse holds for my children. I am benefactor to my friend when she needs my help, beneficiary when I need hers. I am a student of my teachers, teacher of my students, colleague of my colleagues. Taken together, the manifold roles we live define us as persons. And the ways in which we meet the obligations attendant on these relational roles, and the ways others meet similar obligations toward us, are both the ways whereby we achieve dignity, satisfaction, and meaning in life. Although there is no word for “freedom” in the classical language in which the Confucian texts were written, I believe the Master would say that it is not a stative, but an achievement term. We cannot be born free, for we are bound inexorably to others from the moment we leave the womb, and we are surely not “free” even as adults if we only do our moral duty because we feel consciously obligated to do so; it is only when we truly enjoy helping others as benefactors, and being helped by them in return as beneficiaries, that we could meaningfully be said to be free.

With such an emphasis on familial reverence it should be clear that at the heart of Confucian society is indeed the family, the locus of where, how, and why we develop into full human beings. A central government is also important to the good society, because there are necessary ingredients of human flourishing – especially economic – which the family (and local community) cannot secure on their own. The early Confucians saw the state not as in any way in opposition to the family, but rather saw both as complementary; stated in contemporary democratic terms, if we wish to live in a state that insists I meet my fatherly responsibilities, it should insure that I have the wherewithal – i.e., an education, job, good health, etc. – to do so. Similarly, this state must assume responsibility for the well-being of those who have no family networks for support. Confucius, Mencius and Xunzi all insisted that it was the responsibility of the state to provide functional equivalents of universal health insurance, Medicare, Medicaid, workman’s compensation, food stamps and social security – plus employment, and insisted as well on a meritocracy rather than wealth or bloodline in recruiting for officialdom; and they began doing this 500 years before the time of Christ. Mencius and Xunzi also had the keen insight to insist that the government had an obligation to provide jobs for the poor. The problem with most welfare programs is that they consist mainly of handouts, and no person with any degree of self-respect would want to be only a beneficiary; dignity, pleasure and happiness can only come when we have the wherewithal to be benefactors as well.

The ideal Confucian society is thus basically communally oriented, with customs, tradition, rituals, ceremonies and manners serving as the binding force of and between our many relationships to one another. Above all, it is not a laissez-faire capitalist society. “Exemplary persons never compete” said Confucius.(3.7) In another place he said that the major work of exemplary persons was to help the poor, not make the rich richer. (6.4) Mencius said that if you want to be wealthy you cannot become an exemplary person, and if you want to be an exemplary person you cannot be wealthy.(3A3)

This, then, in woefully brief compass, is Confucian humanism in action: interacting with others as benefactors and beneficiaries in an intergenerational context. Confucius himself was absolutely clear on this point, for when a disciple asked him what he would most like to do, he said:

I would like to bring peace and contentment to the aged, share relationships of trust and confidence with friends, and love and protect the young (5:26)

Much more, of course, needs to be said about the early Confucian view of what it is to be a human being, but I believe much more can be said with respect to the contemporary world. The concept of the family can be retained, for example, while making women equals to men, and it can be enhanced by allowing two (or more) nurturers of the same sex to be responsible for child-rearing and care of the elderly – both with state help. Neither sexism nor homophobia are logical implications of Confucian familial communitarianism and its larger philosophical and religious dimensions.

Returning now more directly to poverty alleviation again, It is clear that such role-bearing persons will take second generation social, economic and cultural rights very seriously, while necessarily remaining sensitive to the civil and political. If you and I can only flourish as we help each other realize our full humanity as benefactors and beneficiaries, why would I want to silence you, not let you choose your other friends, or follow whichever faith tradition inspires you? That is to say, with role-bearing persons as our philosophical foundation, moving from second to first generation rights is conceptually and attitudinally straightforward.

But the converse does not hold. It requires a major cognitive (and affective) shift to move from respecting civil and political rights passively to actively helping others obtain the benefits attendant on respecting social, economic and cultural rights and committing the country to the elimination of poverty. The history of the U.S. provides little grounds for expecting the shifts to take place: It is now 216 years since civil and political rights became the law of the land, yet we have all those nauseating figures I narrated at the beginning of my talk, and they are worsening even as we are discussing them here.

It is time to conclude these remarks, and I want to do so by offering some reasons to believe the struggle for a better future than our present is possible, and worth the effort. And I want to do that by simultaneously replying to an objection to my analyses of why poverty continues to grow both at home and abroad.

“Look here,” someone might reasonably object, “It is all well and good that you have been beating up on the rich and the super rich, the politicians, pundits, corporations and the media while lamenting the gross inequalities that define the country today, but they are only a relatively small part of the problem. It is the overweight, TV-addicted, consumptive anti-intellectual average American that is largely responsible for the country’s plight. Americans don’t study the issues, tend to be self-centered, and indeed often celebrate the rugged individualism you have been challenging. Don’t you know anything about the pro-life movement? Have you never heard of the National Rifle Association?”

This objection is not without force. We all know someone pretty much like what was just described. While this view of the American public is unfortunately fairly widespread, there is one major problem with it: the evidence strongly suggests that it is false. Let me return to some statistics, this time from non-partisan polls.

First, when asked if it is the responsibility of government to care for those who can’t take care of themselves, 57% answered affirmatively in 1994 – the year Newt Gingrich and the conservative Republicans gained control of the House. In 2006, 69% of Americans answered the question affirmatively, according to the Pew Research Center, after completing a 20-year roundup of public opinion. Exactly the same percentage of Americans – 69% — believes that the government should guarantee every citizen enough to eat and a place to sleep – even if it can only be done by raising their taxes. 75% of small business owners believe the minimum wage should be raised by at least another $2 per hour.

For every citizen who wants the government to reduce services in order to reduce spending, two citizens want more services even if it means increases in spending.

In another recent poll taken by the Wall Street Journal — certainly not a socialist-leaning part of the media – 53% of those polled said the Bush tax cuts were “not worth it because they have increased the deficit and caused cuts in government programs.” There is much more, some of it surprising to some. CNN reported that in their latest poll, only 25% of the people polled wanted to see Roe v. Wade overturned. 67% would prefer diplomatic and economic efforts over military efforts in fighting terrorism. A Zogby poll found 89% of the population much preferred rehabilitation over incarceration for youthful offenders. Immigration?

62% told a CBS/NYTimes poll that undocumented workers should be allowed to keep their jobs and eventually apply for legal status. And oh, yes, the NRA: another Wall Street Journal study found 10% of the American public wanted gun controls to be less strict; 58% wanted much stronger controls.

These figures are, to my mind, of great significance, yet they receive no coverage in the news. They show a decent American people who can keep their decency even when they think they’re almost alone, and when the are bombarded instead with such trivia as Barack Obama’s middle name, Hilary Clinton’s cleavage, and the cost of a John Edwards haircut – none of which is of any significance to their lives, or ours.

I trust these figures, because the responses are just what I personally find when I leave a college or university campus to lecture at churches and union halls. The American peoples no less than college students have always been a source of hope for me, and I hope they may be the same for you.

These, then, are the ways my Chinese mirror has reflected the ways in which I reflect on my own culture, my own country.

Vipassana Meditation: Emancipate Yourself from Mental Slavery

April 15, 2008

Vipassana Meditation: “Emancipate Yourself From Mental Slavery”

My dear friend Bandana believes in sharing whatever she finds good (If it wasn’t for her I may have never met Ramuji!) so it is in the spirit of Bandana that I send you all this email.

After first being introduced to non-conceptual meditation in the Fall of 2004 and a few mini-retreats and courses here and there I finally completed a 10 day Vipassana course during my Spring vacation at a retreat center in the S.N. Goenka tradition a few hours outside of Delhi (courses are held world wide and for more information about how you can take a course go to: http://www.dhamma.org/). My retreat was very intense, incredibly fruitful and probably one of the most important, transformative experiences of my life thus far. Most importantly, it provided me with experiential proof serving only to bolster my unwavering faith and trust in the teachings of the Buddha.

While Bob Marley probably didn’t practice Vipassana, the line “Emancipate yourself from mental slavery” from Redemption song is exactly what Vipassana and the practice of non-conceptual meditation means to me, it is a tool to help me gain mastery over my mind and experience real peace and equanimity. But it isn’t easy and you have to work very hard and very seriously and a mere ten-day course is a very, very tiny step on an incredibly long and arduous path. Most days I felt like a warrior preparing for battle (with my mind) as I walked to my meditation cell. Even though the Buddha left beliefs aside and investigated the mind and matter like a scientist in my heart I still sincerely prayed for grace to give me strength, bravery and courage before I sat down to meditate.

What follows are some of my experiences from my retreat. We are all different and bound to have different experiences but like anything what you put into it is what you get out of it and if you are sincere I don’t see how you could not benefit (even if it is just a little) from this technique which is why I want to share it with all of you.

In Pali (the language of ancient Buddhism, very similar to Sanskirt) Vipassana (Vipasyana in Sanskrit) literally means to see things as they really are. You see things as they really are by understanding “experientially” the impermanent nature of body and mind. Vipassana is a non-sectarian technique and it is extremely practical, scientific, rational and I have found it to be one of the most beneficial practices I have ever come across. Before discovering non-conceptual meditation I very sincerely dedicated myself to practicing various meditation techniques that focused on the repetition of mantras, visualizations and various pranayamas and kriyas but for me instead of just calming the mind and making you feel good and trance-ing out (merely covering up the wound like a band aid) Vipassana aims to go to the root of the problem by allowing us to work with the deepest levels of the mind. I still love devotional singing and chanting and couldn’t wait to be able to chant after the retreat ended but now I clearly see how mantras are created, natural vibrations and while they are good they are still limiting. They are like a shield, a barrier that have often prevented me from feeling at the depth of my mind and as a result I missed deeper, more subtle levels of reality that before this retreat I only felt a taste of in my yoga practice. The essence of Vipassana are awareness and equanimity and by strengthening one’s awareness and remaining equanimous with whatever arises in your practice you can train the mind. By using the natural breath you can restrain your mind from generating negative thought patterns.

I always felt benefits from non-conceptual meditation but only now after a 10 day all out explosion of meditating for at least ten hours a day while maintaining silence have I really gained a sense of verified, abiding faith. Goenka-ji calls verified faith “enlightened devotion” and I really love that term. In fact, you can sense the “enlightened devotion” in his voice as he chants in Pali. The grandfather of my mentor Ramuji, Rajaji gives the introduction to M.S. Subbulakshmi’s rendition of Sri Adi Sankaracarya’s beautiful hymn containing the essence of Vedanta “Bhaja Govindam”. In the introduction he says that jnana and bakti, knowledge and devotion are one in the same. I think this is what “enlightened devotion” is all about but only with experiential proof (which comes from sincere, dedicated practice) can you really get there. I’ve gone to so many teachings and have gotten caught up in intellectual entertainment (especially in Delhi) but Vipassana is applied Vedanta and the benefits and understanding only come with practice and once you really, truly practice the difference between Atman and Anatman really doesn’t matter.

Course Schedule and Guidelines
To participate in a course you must agree to some very strict guidelines. Absolutely no talking, no writing, no reading, no exercise, no yoga, no solid food after 12pm (a light vegetarian breakfast and tea are offered at 6:30 and a light sattvic lunch at 11am, tea is provided for new students at 5pm but old students can only have lemon water). You must give up all other practices for the duration of 10 days (no mantra chanting, pranayama, yoga, kriyas etc.) and have to turn in your phones and any pens, written material and all valuables when you arrive. Not being able to read or write was very important for me because it gave me time to really get to know my mind and dissect it and I really enjoyed the silence. Actually, the hardest thing for me was not being able to do pranayama and yoga and when you are sitting cross-legged with a straight back for so many hours it initially takes a toll on your body but after the first two days the pain subsided or I just “got over it.” The schedule is rigorous for those who are not accustomed to ashram life. The day begins at 4am and you must be in the meditation hall by 4:30. You meditate from 4:30 to 6:30 with a break for a sattvic meal at 6:30 and then you have time to shower and wash your clothes and you must be back in the meditation hall at 8am and you meditate until 11am. At 11am you have lunch (of course you wash your own dishes) and have a break until 1pm to clean your room (accommodation at my retreat center consisted of a tiny room with an attached basic bathroom) or rest and then you meditate again from 1-5pm. Tea is served at 5pm for new students and then you meditate from 6-7. From 7-8:30 there is a teaching given by S.N. Goenka (his daily teachings are geared towards making sure that theory and practice coincide…he also looks like my grandpa!) and you meditate again from 8:30 to 9pm and lights are out by 9:30. Experienced students are given meditation cells for their meditation and new students are given cells on the seventh day. You are required to try your best to not move or change your posture when you practice and while initially it was challenging for me after one hour because of my injured knee after a few days it was possible to sit for a few hours at a stretch. In the beginning I used my knee pain as a way of practicing equanimity and trying to break my old habit patterns of conditioning.

The Technique and Some of My Experiences
Being omni-interested means I always have a lot going on in my life but I was determined to put all my effort into my Vipassana experience and I worked sincerely. Just before lunch on the second day, after only 15 hours of meditation (we actually had not even started practicing Vipassana yet, we were doing an “Anna Panna” meditation where you completely focus your attention on the most subtle aspects of your natural breath and the area above your upper lip and nostrils and this prepared us to receive the Vipassana instruction) I had my first instance of absolutely no mental chatter for an extended period of time and it was the most beautiful, blissful experience. These instances would get longer and longer throughout the day and the entire course and since the course ended when I meditate at home I am still able to access this space of no thought. I have even been trying it out when I am not actively meditating and have great success with no mental chatter when I am swimming laps. But breath is still the gross form of the mind. Still, here was more proof that it is possible to control the mind and use it as an instrument. If I (girl that has a gazillion things always going on in her life) can experience this then anyone can. On the second night after the teaching I was so excited about my periods of no thoughts that I climbed onto the roof of the female latrines and looked up at the sky, tears of joy filled my eyes and I just felt so grateful. Even if I had no further insights for the remaining 8 days it didn’t matter because I had experienced this. Still, I remind myself that breath control is an aid for rendering the mind quiescent but it will not destroy the mind and Ramana Maharshi says that other than inquiry there are no adequate means to make the mind quiescent.

The Buddha experienced two types of Truth: apparent truth and ultimate truth. Apparent truth refers to the realities we experience on the mundane level and ultimate truth is the actual truth that not only our physical structure but all animate and inanimate things In the universe are comprised of tiny subatomic particles which he called kalapas. Kalapas arise and pass away so rapidly that they give the illusion that they are solid. Our mind too when engrossed in gross emotions or thoughts seems solid but if you watch the mind you notice that there is no solidity but rather ever changing vibrations at the mental level. Throughout the course of the ten days I was able to notice subtler levels of reality through various sensations. Sensations varied and they would come and go and I tried not to attach any feelings of craving or aversion to the sensations. Sometimes it felt like ants were crawling over my body and face, at times there was tingling but the sensations were always changing and impermanent (anicca). Similarly, through watching and examining the mind I noticed it also was ever changing and it is entirely possible to control one’s thought patterns and not give in to craving and aversion. With every thought sensations arise in our body and the Buddha discovered that human suffering occurs in the blind reaction to these sensations. So the key is to be very, very aware and approach everything with equanimity so you don’t create new samkaras. If you approach all aspects of your life with equanimity and awareness think about how easeful everything would be!

Goeka-ji’s teacher Sayagi U Ba Khin, independent Myanmar’s first Accountant General was clear that Vipassana has nothing to do with converting anyone into a Buddhist. He said that Vipassana teaches sila (morality), samadhi (mastery of the mind) and panna (pronounced “panya” meaning wisdom). After all, becoming really enlightened has nothing to do with conversion rather it has everything to do with sila, samadhi and panna. But the panna (wisdom) Vipassana seeks to teach is bhavana maya panna whichh literally means “embodied, lived wisdom” which one can only attain experientially not from books. Through the practice of Vipassana you develop the ten paramis (perfections) of dana (generosity), sila (virtue), nekkhamma (renunciation), viriya (energy/vigor), khanti (patience), sacca (truthfullness), adhitthana (resolve), metta (loving kindness), and upekkha (equanimity). These ten paramis are qualities I think we all would love to cultivate! Developing the dhamma (pali word for dharma) in yourself is a way to embody these paramis.

On the last day of the course we are instructed in the practice of Metta Bhavana. I had learned Metta Bhavana a few years ago but only after 9 days of practice do I feel like I really understand it. Metta Bhavana is a meditation of loving kindness to share the merits of your practice and doing Metta Bhavana is probably one of the most enjoyable experiences of my life.

Sometimes people think Buddhism is pessimistic with “life is suffering” but what drew me to this path is all of the optimism! The Buddha says that it is possible to get out of samsara and he provides you with the tools to do so, what a blessing! Upon my arrival in India I have been trying to make sense of what it means to be an “enlightened activist.” In November of 2006 I had an amazing opportunity to go on a retreat with Satish Kumar on Gandhian philosophy and he told me that enlightened activism is a natural expression of your being. When you serve others with no expectations just for the sake of serving this is dharma. When your ego dissolves you help others naturally and the practice of Vipassana can help you get to this place.

A dear teacher I studied with a few years back told me, “The practices will really change you so just don’t ask questions, have faith, be disciplined.” I can say with full confidence that dedicated practice really does change you but there are no miracles and you must work very hard on a very long path. Some of my meditation sessions were quite challenging but in these moments I just tried to remember what a dear teacher once said to me: “We are trying to be Buddhists, we are not the Buddha so don’t be so hard on yourself and try to persevere.”

If serious meditation interests you I would definitely recommend taking ten days out of your life to at least give Vipassana a shot. In the words of Bob Marley: “Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery…None but ourselves can free our minds.”

With Metta and Maitri,

Meena