Tomorrow I leave for my yearly yatra to Thiruvanammalai, a pilgrimage town in South India. The great sage Ramana Maharshi spent most of his life there and for me this is the most special place in the world. The town is also home to one of the five elemental temples representing fire. Oddly enough as I was coming home today the following songs were playing and the lyrics made me think of all of my beloved teachers–past, present, and future. Thank you for inspiring me to keep fighting for saccai ki ag (Thanks Shankar) –fire of Truth.

Om Gum Gurubhyo Namah.

“Answer” by Sarah McLachlan

I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can’t look down

If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You’ll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a
Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind

“Push” by Sarah McLachlan

Every time I look at you the world just melts away
All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
You’ve seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am
And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
You’re the one true thing I know I can believe in
You’re all the things that I desire, you save me, you complete me
You’re the one true thing I know I can believe

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe
No matter what I say or do ’cause you’re to good to fight about it
Even when I have to push just to see how far you’ll go
You wont stoop down to battle but you never turn to go

Your love is just the antidote when nothing else will cure me
There are times I cant decide when I cant tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I’d drown
But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I’m OK
Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day

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